It's been a long week already.

Pooks and I have been going thorugh some things and so we've had a hard week. Sometimes miscommunication is the worst part of a relationship. That veil we have over our own eyes makes us see things that the other person didn't intend and we react on that. So it makes things hard.

On a good note though we're doing better, "the storm is over now." :-) a line from a Gospel song I like.

It's raining now and looking at the skyline it is nice. But I know the rear windows on my car are down. crap.

After having a happy night with Pooks & Maggy, I went home to program. I think I have figured out how to get sorted proxies in yum. I'm off tonight to help Dad with some computer problems. MMMMmmmm.... Chinese for dinner! :-)

Spent some time today cleaning out (and setting up imaps on dovecot) old emails. I ran across one from my ex-wife. It was weird reading it again b/c I had forgotten about it. It came in March and we sent a couple of messages back and forth. I had to spend a little time tracking down the messages b/c they were on my gmail, but the original message came in yahoo that I had forwarded to gmail. It made me feel a little sad, I remember feeling a little angry when I first got it, frustration and fear creeping in around the corners of a well ordered mind.

Well, ppl at work are getting itchy for this application I've been working on for too long. :-) It's taking way too much time to write and constant interruptions or snags along the way are making it take longer. I feel like I should be working harder at it, but don't have all the energy for it.